What do you want? John’s gospel records this question as  Christ’s first words  to   those  who would soon become his disciples (1:38).   It   was an invitation -- not  just  to  pause and   reflect   on  what they  longed  for,  no t  just  to   see  those longings , but to say them  out loud .  With this question, Jesus invited these men to name the desires of their soul—and  not just to anyone, but  to  someone t hey understood to be the very Lamb of God.       Some interpret Christ’s question  as  “’What do you seek?’”    To seek something  means it has value.   If we  seek   something,  it is important enough for us to  put our desire into action, to pursue it.    To   seek something  often   means working .   But   seeking   can  also  in volve  waiting .   In all of our seeking and wanting,   work ing   and   waiting ,  we are hoping.  Sometimes our  hope  is  like  a light that shines, bright and strong .  But t here  may also be  moments—or seasons-- when  shadows  of  disappo